LF Charlie/David, h/c

[ladysybylgrey.livejournal.com]

What I remember: Charlie is adamantly against being gay. Don said something to him as a child, and it really stuck. Ian (or possibly Colby, can't remember) sees Charlie harming himself and suicidal... eventually they develop a relationship... help?

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[melissima.livejournal.com]

I think you may be looking for The Whitman 'Verse (http://ladygray99.livejournal.com/15583.html) by ladygray99.

Enjoy!

[ladysybylgrey.livejournal.com]

(R-NC17/graphic description warning) No, I know that one, and that's not it... Sorry, I have the pairing wrong! I didn't figure it out until I was getting into the description. It's Charlie/David! D'oh. The one I'm thinking of starts with David seeing Charlie in his room attempting to masturbate until he was bleeding. He attempts to comfort Charlie, but in doing so, forces Charlie to confront the idea that he's gay. Next sequence has Charlie attempting suicide.

[lilacs-roses.livejournal.com]

21 December 2010 @ 06:44 am
Who We Are (1/35)
Title: Who We Are (1/35)
Author: ladygray99
Rating: R (NC17 overall)
Characters/Pairings: Charlie/David
Word count: 5,571 (130,002 total)
Warnings/Spoilers: Attempted Suicide and the after effects there of. Spoilers for Pilot, Uncertainty Principle, Vector, Prime Suspect, Sniper Zero, Obsession, Protest, Janus List, Trust Metric, Graphic, Black Swan, Checkmate, Atomic No. 33, When Worlds Collide, Scan Man, Charlie Don’t Surf, Fifth Man, Disturbed, Greatest Hits, Angels and Devils, Hydra, Ultimatum, And the Winner is..., Growing Up
Summary: Sometimes life makes you look in the mirror and if you don’t like what you see there are only a couple of options.
Notes: Originally written for choc_fic 's 100 Days of Color due February 10. Unfortunately the fic got a little away from me. I know David/Charlie aren't the most common or popular pairing but even if they're not your usual thing please just give this first bit a quick look over and tell me what you think. It’s written completely from David’s POV which is different for me and I’d love all your thought on it. Also please heed the warnings.
Beta: swingandswirl and riverotter1951

http://ladygray99.livejournal.com/181901.html

[ladysybylgrey.livejournal.com]

Yes! Thank you! I couldn't remember it, but that's the one.

[ladygray99]

Glad you found it. Hope you enjoy it again. Love to hear what you think on it.

[spikedluv]

Hi! Could you please edit your subject line to include the correct pairing? Thank you.

[ladysybylgrey.livejournal.com]

I tried, and LJ came back with a weird error... I'll try again... Srry.

[spikedluv]

Thank you!