Numb3rs Fanfic Finders

I'm looking for a fic that was written a while ago, probably not that long after Trust Metric aired. It's basically the torture scene in Trust Metric. Colby kept hallucinating the team (he kept hearing Charlie write on a chalk board, Megan kept telling him to stay calm, Larry rambled about celestial bodies, etc.), and he likens the feeling of the tubocurarine to the time when he almost drown when he was young.

I can't find it because I'm retarded and didn't favorite it when I search and it's driving me nuts. Anyone who can help me out will win my eternal gratitude and the internets.