Numb3rs Fanfic Finders

hi...its been some time since I last posted here but whenever it gets tough for me I know I should come to you guys. you never disappoint. so what I need is all the good fan fiction written out there that focusses of Don's independence or him not expecting any one to help him because he grew up doing every thing for himself. how Charlie and their friends would think its only sibling thing but in fact he was neglected... please don't get me wrong I don't want to read any fix with Alan being purposefully neglectful (though I doubt there are any :)) but Don just slipped his and his wife's minds most of the time. the more detailed and in depth the better.

also, any good really hurt Don, like a disability (but not paralysis). I would like to see his struggle.

and lastly, I would love to read Don/Colby slash fix

please help me