looking for Charlie fic

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Hi! I just joined and I;m looking for a fic.  I dont remember very much and I don't know who the author is.  I thought it was on this com but I can't find it!

I think Charlie's dad died and he ran away to Oregon?  I can't remember much but I think he called Don once and talked to him, and this sounds wierd but I think he talked about goats?  This is so frustrating!  I remember reading it and thinking that it was very sad.  I remember Don and Charlie hugging at the end, too.

I'm sorry I can't remember anymore!  Please help!

Abby

LF Don/Colby BDSM fic

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I'm looking for a fic which had Don and Colby in a BDSM club as part of a sting op. Don was the Dom, Colby the sub. Somewhere along the way Don realizes that Colby isn't just playing a part, and at the end they get together. IIRC the guy they're after tries to get Colby alone and assault him but Don appears before anything bad happens. 

Does anyone recognize this? I loved it when I first read it and would really like to find it again.