Okay I've been looking for 3 days for a certain fic I even remember quite a bit of it. It's where Don and the team are Charlies protective detail in a van and they go down one road and get blocked off. Don has to switch IDs with a dead guy and some terrorists I believe end up torturing Charlie and give him a syringe of this poison that has after shocks but in the end of the fic Charlie gets the medal of freedom I believe. 
please tell me some one knows what its called.

Black Lily



p.s I'm so new to the posting on here so if I'm suppose to tag when i post this someone let me know I'm so confused. lol